I recently spent most of my days sitting and “being.” Reading anything of substance was merely an exercise of moving my eyes across the page. Nothing would sink into my brain. I could work puzzles…easy Sudoku and a few crossword. Even my Bible lessons seemed impossible to figure out. Hmmm. Perhaps because not every answer is clear cut.
What I was able to do, besides pray, was be. And nod off to sleep. For days and days, I sat at the bedside of my mother as she transitioned to eternity. She had been an Alzheimer’s patient for over a decade. Her mind and body would be free at last, while all I could do was be. Mindless. Still.
I recalled the early days of her illness, when it was best to sit together in silence. Conversation went in circles. We would simply be. Together. And in the final moments of her life, the circle became complete. When I came into this world, it was the two of us, together. As she left this world, it was once again, the two of us, together. All we could do was be. Still.
“Be still, and know that I am God.” Psalm 46:10 NIV